Grieving for my husband
I lost my husband Nov 2015 to terrible lung cancer. He was only 62. We have one son.
My husband went 18 months and got better than worse back and forth. He worked some during these times. He also had a heart valve replacement during all this. The cancer caused 4 back disks to break.
He really tried to beat this but it was just too far ahead. He was a very liked man and very special.
My son misses him a lot. They were close.
I am having a lot of trouble. I needed some meds for anxiety attacks. I cry a lot and just miss him so much. We were high school sweethearts. I just hate the empty home.
Church helps me a lot. I know I have a long way to go. I am going to Tennessee to take his ashes in September. We were going to retire there. I have never been there without him. I am staying in the condo we stayed in when we go on the vacation there. I am hoping I may get some closure. I really miss him so much.
Thank You for listening to me. Please keep me in your prayers.
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