Lesley Postle, editor of this site, shares her thoughts and experiences about grief triggers
and how to manage them.
Things that trigger our grief can be varied and occur frequently, and our reactions can be quite upsetting at times. Sometimes people might try and force us to face them, such as wanting us to attend Christmas parties, other times, grief triggers might take us by surprise. Some triggers such as listening to music or looking at photos may be things that we can choose to do or not to do. So should we avoid or embrace our grief triggers?
One of the things I hate most is the word ‘should’ and in my view it’s definitely not a word that applies when talking about grief in any shape or form so let’s look at the choices you do have when it comes to your own grief journey.
One of the greatest misconceptions about grief is that there is some sort of ‘process’ that one goes through, or a formula that you can follow and if you get it right, you’ll somehow come out the other side unscathed.
Sadly, grief doesn’t work like that, and there are as many ways through grief as there are people. We are all unique and we all have our own stories. No-one’s grief is ever going to be the same as yours.
So what am I talking about when I bring up grief triggers then?
I’m sure we all know to a certain extent what triggers us. Even when we are not grieving some of us have things which are automatically guaranteed to start the waterworks. Watching sad movies is likely to set most people off. As a child, I couldn’t watch the show about the dog Lassie without ending up in floods of tears. Anything about animals is still bound to set me off especially if I’m already in a vulnerable state.
But when you’re grieving, there are so many things that can be triggers to kick-start the grieving process and so often they can surprise you or interrupt you at the most embarrassing or inopportune moments.
I’m quite sure that there are many more that I haven’t thought of, or haven’t experienced, but the point is, what do we do about these triggers? Are they are good thing or a bad thing?
Certainly facing our grief can be beneficial and help us to come to terms with living with it in the long run. Triggers can also bring back good memories that we don’t want to lose. But when and if we are ready for these triggers is a totally individual matter.
Most of us experience shock in the early days of grief and this can certainly protect us at first. Shock is that feeling of numbness where things don’t feel real yet and we are not feeling everything. We might not cry or react to triggers during that time. You can read more about shock on our page here.
Sometimes it can be therapeutic to face some of our triggers. Many people find it cathartic to listen to sad songs and look at old photos. Others can’t face them. We all know what we need and what we are ready to face. There is no shame in avoiding your triggers if you want, especially if you don’t want to break down in public. You’ll know when you’re ready to grieve and you have every right to do it in your own time.
Some triggers, of course, are unavoidable, such as birthdays and Christmas, but you do not have to join in celebrations if you’re not ready. Be firm about what you can and can’t do at these times. Eventually, you’ll be able to find joy in these occasions again, and use them to bring back precious memories.
When you’re ready, don’t be afraid to visit places that are meaningful. Perhaps do it in honour of your loved one, or for their sake. Acknowledge that you have shared the anticipation and the dream of visiting the place even if you didn’t make it there together. Or treasure the memories if you did make it there.
Try to forgive those who may say the wrong thing. This grief trigger can be one of the hardest to deal with, as it can come out of the blue and we can’t do anything to prevent it. Often, this can make us angry, which is a common response when we are stressed and grieving.
Then our anger can make us feel ashamed or guilty for lashing out. We blame the other person for making us feel like this. But if we step back and think about it, why should others understand exactly what we are feeling. No-one has the same experience as you. Most of us are confused and don’t know how to deal with our grief, so perhaps it’s not surprising that others don’t know what to say to us either.
Sometimes grief triggers catch us unawares too. I remember sitting in a restaurant once with some of my family when the music I sang at my Dad’s funeral suddenly came on. We were with a friend we didn’t know terribly well at the time, and he was rather alarmed when three of us suddenly burst into tears.
I think this was about six months after Dad died, and maybe we were ready for the experience. Sometimes, I think that the universe sends us these messages when we are at the stage when we can face them. You will know when you are ready too.
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