This article was written by Elizabeth Postle, author of this website, while fire threatened her home in NSW, Australia during the December 2019 bushfires.
We are grateful for permission to use the photos on this page which were taken during these fires by local PetarB Photography.
I am writing this during the most catastrophic bushfires Australia has ever seen. I am one of the lucky ones. I am safe in a hotel with my daughter away from the worst of the fires, but not knowing whether I will still have my home by the end of today. The fire already reached my street two days ago and burned my lawn and some houses were lost.
During such a tragic period, many homes have already been lost and more will go before these fires are controlled.
If we are lucky, our family and friends will be safe, but we extend our deepest condolences to those two firefighters who lost their lives trying so valiantly to save others and their homes.
The loss of homes, however, should not be discounted as a major source of grief. The grief felt by all those affected is multi-faceted. We lose all our memories of the past. We might lose neighbours and friends who have to move away too. There is the disorientation of starting all over again.
How often do we walk around our home and remember a lost grandparent, parent or relative as we put flowers into a vase they bought us, or remember a happy holiday with family when you use a coffee pot you bought on that trip.
A home represents your past, and your dreams of the future. If the home has been in the family for years, or you have lived and brought up children in the home, the emotional cost can be enormous.
My home, which is at risk today, has only been my home for a few short retirement years but it is full of my 80 years of memories. The old clock that was my grandmother's, the cutlery which was my beloved husband's 40 years service gift, the small tub chair I bought to put away our babies toys, the art on the walls we bought as a couple or which were presents.
I do believe that life consists of chapters and I feel that we can all start again and create a new chapter in our lives for ourselves and our family. However, we should not underestimate the enormity of the loss and the grief that those who have lost homes, farms and animals are feeling.
When the fire wall hits suddenly, there is little time to collect precious items. When you have prepared to leave, you have to take up all the space with clothes, food, passports and important papers, so you don't really have the possibility of taking your memories with you. Thankfully these days many of us have a lot of photos saved on computers, but there are always old albums of family photos that you can't take.
I am trying to convince myself, they were only things, and that the memories live on in my mind.
The change of lifestyle on losing a home suddenly can be immense. Already that familiar sentence 'I can't find anything' is in constant use. During my lifetime I have moved several times, but it took planning and months to prepare. The removal van brought all our precious belongings.
This time I have the basics, and not sure whether I can return home and if not, where to go next.
It is very sad, but I am saying to myself that if I lose them, I will have had the pleasure of seeing those items for many years. I still have my son and daughter and my grandchildren and my precious friends. We are all safe and that is the most important thing.
Each new chapter of my life has brought pleasure. We need to think about the positives and know that we will have new friends, new neighbours and new experiences. Whether you need to do a major clean up and move home, re-build or move away, losing a home will bring new adventures. Wherever you go in life, your memories will stay with you even if you have lost the objects that went with them.
This is one of the most difficult times in our lives. The heat, smoke inhalation and stress damaging all of us. But if we can get through the grief and minimise our stress levels it will help.
We need to stay strong and stay safe. Most of all, we have to try and stay positive. This is one of the most difficult times of my life, but no-one ever said life is easy. We will get through this.
We have witnessed such strength of character from all of our services and volunteers. The way our communities are pulling together and helping each other is uplifting. A huge thank you to all those who are working so tirelessly to protect us, and all those who are going the extra mile to help their friends and neighbours.
We wish everyone hope for a better future for this planet and the next generation.
We have many pages on our website which help to cope with grief. Hopefully once this crisis is over, some of these pages will help those who have been affected:
How to Deal with Grief - over 50 pages of advice and help for all kinds of grief.
What is Grief? Learn the signs and symptoms of grief, what to expect and how to cope.
Grief and Your Health - how grief can affect your health and what to do about it.
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